Special Thanks To...

uuaah, i'm turning 19?

actually i really am not ready for turning 19..still can't reach my goals while my lifespan is reducing.
well 19 is still in teenager category but, 
i still wanna and play around but situation doesn't allow me to do so now and then. I'm not ready for being responsible, I'm not ready for the real life challenge, I'm not ready for stand by myself,

I'm not ready, I'm not ready, I'm not ready..

the conclusion is, i don't wanna be 19.. XD

what can i say?

Allah SWT the Lord is leading my way.

i know He has a big surprise for me in future.looking forward it.. :)

1st i want to thank my Lord Allah SWT who let me born safely and healthy. and the One who give me live so I'm able to type this bunch of text.thank You for a Video Game named "Ledy Sofia's Life". best RPG ever.

You lead the way, so i can't lost. you put challenges, so i can gain XP for next level.You let me meet people, who might be my enemies, friends, family, or lover.thank You for everything.

first from everything, i really grateful because You still want to help me on my hardest situation although i often ignore your order. :'(

2nd is to my family.

to my mom, thank you for taking care of me for 9 months in your belly and let me see the world.thank you for taking care of me for 19 years. thank you for making food for our whole family so we don;t die.i don't know how does it feel yet but it must be tough.

to my dad, from million, I'm the best "swimmer" you got.. i don't know how to thank.. lol..

thank you for working so you can make money and give it to mom and she can buy groceries and make foods and we don't die.

thank you for saving money for my school so i can go to college.

thank you for leading us in every Sholat.

thank you for hitting me with a stick just because i don't want to read Al-Quran when i was a kid. because if you're not, i won't know how to pray to Allah.

to my Brothers,

the oldest one, thanks for being my rival. now i surpass you.. muahahaha. we still rival. we'll see who will get a better job. but you're still the best, man. you always be the one who letting me first, except who will take a shower first before school. -_-

the younger one, thanks for letting me be your teacher in drawing. now your drawing skill is waaaay better than mine. it sucks.. -.-.

i actually looking forward for become your dance teacher. but your dance genre is different from mine. plus you found your BBoy dance coach.thanks for become my opponent in video game. i'm better in Tekken, and you're better in guitar hero.

the youngest one, i was so upset because you're a boy :D. but it's okay now. people thought you're a girl because you're pretty. lololol.

thank you for every time mom called me you always become the one who want to talk to me so badly. even i know what you will say. "kakak cepat baliiikk" :D i'll be home in 1 month dear.

3rd thank you to ZAFIZA VIHECRI. for became the most awesome sisterhood (and brotherhood) with "brain" in high school. i'm glad we still keep in touch.

i miss you guys. we should have 7 of us this year..

thank you to Riau Government who help me enter UKM.

thank you to ADMB, who give me skill in music and team work and also who force me to exercise 4 times a week. but i stop doing that and now i regret it. TT_TT

thank you to PPI-UKM, My third home and my third family. thanks for teaching me how to speak in front of the people. thanks for teaching me how to organize things.

And the last, Special Thanks to Anak Gahol Kerismas who successfully made me cry last night.. you guys sure a good actress.

Brace yourself.... i'll take my revenge.. pain and slowly..

to Syarah Vina tiffany.. thank you for the best teacher for me, my "Brother in arms" for 2 years, my end-of-the-month bank. please don't be bored to teach me.. :D ow, thanks for the resolution you write so i don't have to write it again. :D

to Rifka Hayati.. thank you for being the loudest roommate i ever have. :D thanks for become the place i can tell my problem to. just like Alison in pretty little liar, she knows my every things (not all the thing laah), but please don't be "A"

to Essy Yulia Bestari.. thank you for make me jealous because of you eat much without gaining weight. it gave me spirit for doing sport. and thanks for being my dance teammate

to Mira fanny fadilla.. thank you for become "ibu kost" who always yell to me if my room is in mess (ow, capin also). i hope you and your roommate can come to my room frequently so i will always clean my room if you come.

to Dwiva Devi Shintia.. Thank you for making me the person who show her real attitude.. :D

to Kak Wahyu Wulandayani.. Thank you for become the one of senior that bullied by me..

to Fanny henika.. You finally know who i am, aite? hehe thanks for join these guys ruining my first birthday resolution.

to Kak Nurbaizura Chairani, Thank you for helping, and giving me advice even though it's "spicy"

to Kakanda Muhammad Afif Hamka, Thank you for helping me in my "project" lets pray it will succeed. amiin.. Thank you for the cake too. you know i want it so bad this year.. hehe.

And Thank you to All of you who send a birthday greeting for me.. I'm trying my best to reply all of them, sorry if i didn't reply yours.. *bow*